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I’m glad you arrived well home, and that you will have some time to think about all that just happened at Switzerland… pretty intensive days, right?… at least for me they have been, specially with you here –I really enjoyed staring at you admiring your beauty while you worked in the main hall, or while you passed by at the corridor, or during the meals (sorry for me being so frank, but you are a person to enjoy). My goodness Ruth!!,  I can say that you really had an impact on me, that’s why  I’m resenting your absence. I really do –I am another victim of your charms. Thanks for awakening those feelings that make me feel like fool in love. I know they are irrational, and I’m not like that at all…I’m very, very rational to the point some times of suffocating any emotions, and, although it is good because it leads you to take wise decisions, this time I want to let them be, to enjoy this time of… foolishness? –I don’t know what word to use.

I was not upset…. I was just frustrated for not being able to express myself. Have you ever had that feeling when you know you have something to say, you want to say it to someone, but you are not allowed or you are hindered? it is awful!… I guess the only comparison I have is “when you urgently want to go to the bathroom but you are not allowed” –I don’t know if that ever happened to you… but at first you feel exasperated, but then the urgency begins to weaken, and then is gone, but still you get the awkward uncomfortable feeling for not getting out the thing you have inside–yea I know I should had chosen another example. I just wanted to say this:

My dear Sofia… it is not impossible to live 100% according to the Bible—that is, according to the teachings Jesus left those who wanted to follow him. It is difficult because of temptations and social pressure and the like, yes, I must accept that, but it is easier than being a Christian during the middle ages or during the roman empire, or soviet union. Because, let me remind you that, being a Christian during the roman empire could cost you your life –to recognize that Jesus was Lord and not Cesar was a death sentence. And in the middle ages—especially during the dark ages—if you were caught to have a copy of the Bible, or even to read it, you would be burn to death by the inquisition. In the other hand, now in the 21 ^st century, I don’t have any death treats just the normal pressures and all Christians have experienced during centuries… so you were Christened at 9 or 10, and you don’t think you will get to heaven when you die?… I’m afraid that Gods message of love hasn’t been rightly transmitted to you. Let me shared what I have received:

Hi Eve!!!…

Did you rest during the weekend? I did. I had plans to finish the, how did you call it?, the proofing of the book, but I haven’t done it yet. What I did was finishing reading the reading you gave me. It seemed to me very, very interesting, It made me think a lot about things I have never analyzed[1] within the relationships, so it helped me discover some truths about unconditional love and the covenants : How, although the unconditional love may foster a strong relationship, it doesn’t always do (because for a strong relationship it is needed the response of  the other person involve in a relationship), what foster a strong relationship are covenants (sometimes implicit, as in a friendship; some times explicit, as in the marriage) along with the unconditional love. This is what makes a relationship endurable. Well, this is something I learned thanks to your readings Well, Now concerning the ego and the sinful nature. What I understood about the ego on the reading was this: